I’m looking for any manga (excluding yuri/hentai and most yaoi) containing psychological and dark themes such as rape and sexual assault in a not for comedy way and maybe showing recovery from assault. Broken bird themes are ok too. Not looking for shoujo bullshit and curtesy shots. I wanna see squirming and I want to be given nightmares. I don’t want the assault to not effect the victim. I want to see the dynamic of recovery and healing. My therapist has recommended immersion therapy so that’s why I want such dark themes. An example of a yaoi that would follow guidelines is a cruel god reigns and ones I’ve already read are
bitter virgin
wolf guy
marginal
doll garden
system of romance
the laughing vampire
berserk
deathtopia
suicide island
mars
vampire girl
shimauma
basilisk
after school nightmare
basara
All the deep loves
And a bunch more I’ve forgotten

Your neighborhood sad girl

Aido comes to mind right off (yeah, it's classified as yuri, but it's an equal opportunity thing when it comes to the rapin' if you get what I mean).......maybe Hwaja, Sakura no Sono (FUMI Fumiko).......that's about all I see that you don't have listed, good luck with it 🙂

17-sai.. Less about healing and more about rape.
Sensei no Shiroi Uso. Less about rape and more about healing.
Kitsch Year. This one is more gory than the other two.