Hello. So I would like a yaoi where the uke almost dies from disease or wounds. I would prefer if the uke almost dies because he was protecting the seme but I think those are hard to find so it's not necessary. I wouldn't mind if the uke actually dies either. The big think I'm looking for is the seme's reaction to this e.g. crying, getting angry, vengeance if the wound was caused by someone else etc. Also, I don't mind if the wound or disease was really no big deal but the seme misunderstands.
Example: (Spoiler alert!!)
Not the best but Totally captivated the uke almost died from fever. ( I wasn't really satisfied with the way the seme acted cool and composed but this is the only example I can think of right now.)
edit: Scarlet the seme almost kills the uke ( I don't mind these types of situations either where the seme tries to kill the uke)
Hybrid child the uke actually dies
Innaikansen uke gets into car accident
Tokyo Shinjuu uke almost falls off a building

Thank you! 🙂

I recommend this manga that I just read: Ze http://www.mangaupdates.com/series.html?id=960
here you will find what you are looking for 😀 😀

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The only ones I can think of are:

Bi no Isu ~almost, I think you already read this though
Innocent Blue

Thanks so much! I just began reading ze and that one was exactly what I wanted. And thank you regnum for your recommendations also. they are very much appreciated. I'm hoping for more
bi no isu: i practically drooled on the floor when the seme started punching the uke

Bump bump bumppity bump 😀

The only one that I can think of right off hand that isn't already listed is Dear Myself, uke is always getting hurt - World's End too - the sequel. Maybe I can think of more..... 😢

Okay, once I made it home from work, I was able to look through my lists and grab a few more that I thought may go along with what you are looking for. I think I may have went a little overboard because I am not sure if ALL of these are what you were wanting. (Sorry in advance) But hopefully, a few of these are!

I second Agnus Dei it was really good!
Aiso Tsukashi - uke gets beat up quite a lot - I don't think it was too fatal thought (been a while since I have read it)
Allure - this one can fit in a way - the person is dead before the story takes place (I forgot if it was the uke of seme >.<)
Bokura ni Matsuwaru Etcetera - this is the other way around but it is still really good (sorry for posting something you didn't as for)
Bokura wo Shihaisuru Kotoba - uke almost dies
Flowers - one of the uke's almost die (it is a side character) but the story is good
Higouhou Junai - this one is shounen-ai - the uke gets stabbed
Hizamazu Ai ni Kogareru - I can't remember much about this one, but I think the 1st story may be what you are looking for
Itsuka Ame ga Furu You ni - All of these stories are good and I believe a couple of them will be what you are looking for!
Kanashii (Itoshii) Kotoba - another sad one, but with a happy ending ^.^
Kare no Niwa ni Saku Hana - chapter 1, 6 and 7
Karera wa Yoru ka Ame no Naka - I have read this one time and time again and it never fails... I cry
Kiss Me - Another one I can't remember very well, but I believe the uke gets hurt pretty badly
Kokoro no Kagi wo Mitsukete - another one where one of the uke's gets really sick
Namida mo Tooku - Aonibi no Nemuri - fits, maybe
Nemureru Hana - the uke got hurt when he was way younger, so I'm not sure about this one - still a goot read, though
Nureru Karada (YAMAKAMI Riyu) - this one is more emotional hurt than physical Warning: Incest
Suna no Rasen - I believe this one definately fits (If I remember correctly)
Saezuru Tori wa Habatakanai - this one is a MUST read - it Definately fits - It isn't finished though and it is at a rough cliffhanger at the moment lol

I posted any and all from my list that I thought may fit - if they don't and you haven't read them yet, then a good way to look at it is you have a new manga to read! All of these are REALLY great yaoi 😀

I went through my whole list and came up with these:

Agnus Dei
Aijin wa Korosareru, well there's no dying in this one but the uke gets hurt if I remember correctly
Ano Hi no Kimi wo Dakishimeta nara, uke gets n an abusive relationship with his ex
Aoi Hitsuji no Yume, uke gets shot to protect seme
Bannin, uke actually dies in the first story. Wierd plot though, wasn't really to my tastings
Brother x Brother, umm I don't remember exactly cause it was a long time ago but I think the uke almost gets killed by his step father. Still it's a good read.
Complex, uke gets into an accident
Corsair, highly recommended***
Cut, uke has self injury issues
Dog Style, not sure but still a good read
Finder
Fukuin, the seme is really abusive
Haru wo Daite Ita, there was one short story in the series that's not really related to the main plot but the uke dies. I loved that story, it was tragedy but at the same time unique and beautiful. I'll edit later if I find the specific chapter.
EDIT: found it!! Chapter 24 and 25 😀
Hohoemi no Nichijou, first story
Hyakujitsu no Bara, recommended***

I'm gonna have to post two times cause this is being stupid!! 🙄

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Rai from Noblesse

Continued:

Jazz, the seme almost dies in this one but its still highly recommended
Kanashii (Itoshii) Kotoba, again not a death situation but he gets hurt
Koi no Kawaki, didn't really like the plot though its unique
Koujitsusei no Tobira
Let Dai, highly recommended***
Ousama Game, seme almost kills the uke
Sakura-Gari, seme dies but its so good. Read it! Highly recommended***
Shounen Zanzou, seme kills the uke
Sono Kuchibiru ni Yoru no Tsuyu, uke almost dies, highly recommended***
Under Grand Hotel, almost dies, seme almost kills...all sorts of situations 😀 highly recommended***
Yuigon, almost dies protecting seme
Hana to Ryuu, almost dies...I think
Egoism, uke has asthma

Crap!! There was another good one. I can't find it on my list neither can I remember it. Shoot!! I'll edit if I remember.
EDIT: nope! I still can't find it. Well it's about this half Hungarian guy who sleeps with some rich guy to pay off his dads dept. his dad was a drug addict and he killed himself. The guy has a threesome with the boss's wife and the boss. On the other side, he's just a collage student living with his sempai. The sempai loves him but he doesn't return his feelings cause he doesn't want the sempai involved with him cause he knows he'll get hurt. And then the sempai becomes a drug addict too and finds out about his debt with the boss and what he's doing and all. So in order to "free" the main guy he goes and kills the boss. When the main guy finds out he can't endure his sempai going to jail and suffer for him so he kills him and takes all the blame. It's kinda confusing the way I wrote it and all but it's a really good read. Maybe someone else can give you the name 😕
Hope that helps 🙂

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K n e e l .... This is the difference between your and my eye-level.
Rai from Noblesse

Holy cow...Drooling
Thanks so so much AngelCharms and xXGazeChicXx
And don't worry. Even if it happened that some didn't fit, I have a lot more yaoi to read
😀
this must be the happiest moment in my life
Review : ( Random Order)
World's End the seme's reaction to the uke's accident was terrific. I could die happy right now.But I'm not because I have a lot more yaoi to read.
Bokura ni Matsuwaru Etcetera Really Really Really Amazing
Hohoemi no Nichijou I LOVE Naono Bohra
Bokura wo Shihaisuru Kotoba I very much enjoyed the reaction
Ousama Game turned me into a pile of mush
Higouhou Junai kinda rocky at first but became better after a while and I loved the stabbing scene

@AngelCharms- about the one that you can't find, Nigai Kajitsu Although it was a bit confusing, it was pretty good

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@AngelCharms- about the one that you can't find, Nigai Kajitsu Although it was a bit confusing, it was pretty good

Thanks!!!! I was looking all over for that. 😀
Yeah, it was confusing but I really liked how unique it was. It never failed to make me cry!!

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K n e e l .... This is the difference between your and my eye-level.
Rai from Noblesse

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Holy cow...Drooling
Thanks so so much AngelCharms and xXGazeChicXx

No problemo!!! Glad I was able to assist in giving you more yummy yaoi to read! 😁

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I'm gonna have to post two times cause this is being stupid!! 🙄

If you are using Google Chrome as a browser, you may have to switch to firefox or use explorer. I was having issues with posting longer replies and had to post 2 and 3, but I got in trouble for it because it is considered 'spam'. I switched to Firefox to post my replies on MU and it works a lot better! ^.^ So if you are using chrome... this will fix the issue!

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If you are using Google Chrome as a browser, you may have to switch to firefox or use explorer. I was having issues with posting longer replies and had to post 2 and 3, but I got in trouble for it because it is considered 'spam'. I switched to Firefox to post my replies on MU and it works a lot be ...

Ohh that explains it then. I'm actually using safari. This has been happening a lot for me too so I always had to make my answers shorter. Oh well, now I know. Thanks a lot for the advice 🙂

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K n e e l .... This is the difference between your and my eye-level.
Rai from Noblesse

Takuhai cupid, chapter 4. Uke dies but gets reincarnated. The seme's reaction is good too.

thanks so much!