Ok I just finished this over a couple of nights of reading and god damn it is beautiful.
First of all, let me get this out of the way, the art is fantastic! FANTASTIC! I thought it was like a really well drawn webtoon, turns out it's a Japanese manga in the webtoon format. 10/10 for art, though maybe I should subtract a point for the overuse of sparkles and petal backgrounds/patterns (I forget the technical word for them). But there were SO many panels where I just have to try and make it fit on my screen so I can just sit and admire the art. So many, as in on average multiple per chapter and there's over 200 chapters.
Moving on. So, you've read the blurb/Description, you know what it's about.
The first half of the series is filled with mostly positivity with some gloomy/serious moments as the main guy, Kaizaki, betters himself and heals himself primarily through healing those around him. He very easily slides into the role that the program wants from him, which makes the occasional backslides and depression/ptsd hit all the harder.
The second half of the series shit gets more real as even most of the happy moments are layered, hidden under a film of bittersweet tragedy, for lack of a better word. And it is so so well done. The author shifts the frame of the story in exactly the way I would want, it feels like the best execution of the best ideas I would come up with for a story with this premise.
It is for this reason that, even though I had a pretty good idea of the 'twist' of the story, I still didn't mind being able to deduce it because it was done so so well and was simply a great idea anyway. Though unfortunately a little bit of the clues are lost through some translation error, there is still enough for you to pick up/theorise on it
Turns out there's an anime and a live-action film. Idk how a single film could properly capture all the slow build-up that pays off in the second half, but hey maybe I'll check it out some time. IF ANYONE FINDS THE SHORT STORY TRANSLATED PLEASE MESSAGE ME A LINK!
Criticisms:
Firstly, the pseudo-science behind it obviously makes no sense. I appreciate the effort of the rough idea of how the pill works, but in the end it doesn't actually make sense and isn't quite...logical in how the memory erasure actually happens. But this is simply something we have to hand-wave away as phlebotinum, cutting the author some slack because ultimately the story is about the characters related to the project and how they heal rather than the project itself. It's about the journey, not the car.
It does go a little much on the melodrama once or twice (we get a scene where a girl is hassled during a festival and needs to be saved, which was disappointing. I was hoping she'd extricate herself from it, cos it's a cliche, but hey at least she was reasonable throughout and it only went for one chapter). I can't think of the main melodrama thing that jumped out at me during reading, but I guess that's a good thing.
Also a couple of the plot points are kinda just high-school kid issues, but that makes sense considering the story itself. And this is occasionally lampshaded and generally done well and sensibly.
The main issue I probably had is the backstory of the main guy Kaizaki and what happened at his previous job. I felt unsatisfied, not with how it was conveyed, but by the lack of justice and the lessons he takes away from it. I feel like if such a serious thing is going to be brought into the series, the takeaway shouldn't be
'I shouldn't have tried to help or say anything'. Rather his method of going about it was the problem
but it wasn't really gotten into in that way. It was mostly there as a trauma and something to move on from rather than something to learn from.
With the above criticisms I guess a 10/10 wouldn't be realistic. However I'm rating this based on enjoyment and how much I would recommend it. (critical rating I would probably give a 9 or 9.5)
P.S. be sure to read the epilogue.